Recently I have noticed.

That I have the most amazing friends ever and I don't know what I'd do without them. Thank you Haley, Chris, September and Ana for all you do for me. I love you all!

shes worse than a child.

my honey was desperate for her Christmas present. It was funny. She actually had gotten the bones and started chewing on them.

Honey's new trick....

She smiles for the camera now....how strange.

a little something for my hunny and a look over my new years night

Before you read this, I want to tell u how special this gentle man is. Every morning I wake up to a text that says "good morning beautiful" so amazing and a wonderful way to start my day. He's so caring, gentle, kind, so loving, and respectful. He comes and gets me for almost every date and we go walking a lot, just to have time for us. I've never felt the way I do in my heart hes one of a kind that is for sure. I get butterflies in my stomach every time I see him but also get really excited. I cherish every moment I am with him. I got to spend new years with him and my two best friends, September and Haley. We had a blast. We ate bbq ran to wal-mart to get sparkling grape juice (yum!) and watched the count down on the television and even got a new years kiss it was so sweet! oh did I mention we popped fireworks? ha that was fun too. September and roman candles = DANGEROUS! So funny tho she made the fireworks bounce off a tree and haha wow it was fun. anywhooo here is a lil something for my hunnnyyy <3


As I await to hear the gentle, serenading words "Good morning beautiful"
My soul can’t help but emit unfathomable joy
For in those three words I treasure
I find that they are almost too good to be true!

Like the unending flowing of the great Niagara Falls
So are the many words that cross this love drunk mind of mine
That makes me fall in love with you all over again
And imprint a childlike sparkle deep within my eye

My love for you is deeper than the ocean
Deeper than the world's most hidden wonders
And as my heart ascends itself in a fast paced motion
My soul endures in a passionate adventure
To reclaim every ounce of your never-ending presence

You are my voice when I cannot speak
You are the missing puzzle piece
Nevertheless, you are the missing link
That makes me complete
And with you in my life
I believe I can never grow weary or weak!

You make me feel like a rock star
Perhaps more or so like a princess
Locked away in a castle that seems almost too far
But when others try to deny us
You don't let that get in the way
And that is why I am sure, my prince
That you would rescue and take me away

With you always in my heart, I find I am the happiest woman on earth
It's almost as if God has planned this to be since my birth
I could never love anyone the way I love you
I only hope and pray that you feel the exact same way too!

You are the only one who has the keys to unlocking my heart
The only one who can open the windows to my soul
Forever and always
You will remain no matter what
Even whenever we are far apart

You are truly the unfailing love in my heart
And as I admirably gaze into those soulful , tranquil eyes
My mind goes on a little trip of its own
And my soul is left to assure my heart
This is only the beginning of a wonderful start!

How can you be so sure? you may wonder
After all, we have only been together but a month
True, my love, true, but you see
For when every moment I am given to be with you
You can only be so sure that you are someone truly special
And forever will be
I love you, Chris
And that's what I find most important to me!

A visit to the doctor...

I've been having really bad chest/heart pains for awhile and went to the doctor finally because i was short of breath yesterday and they did an EKG, blood tests, and a chest x-ray and the EKG and x-ray turned out good but the blood test indicated i have an abnormally low red blood cell count which is leading to iron defencey and the doctor also indicated that i have arthritis in my chest which could be from anxiety.. I am taking a 6 day steroid to help with the arthritis and pain medication. but all in all im glad it was nothing serious.

Did I mention...

I'm 19 now =]

Some updates finally

I got a new job working for Angla at her church - totally love it! Got to quit the day care and so much stress has left me since than. I also got another job working at a place called healthy families where I watch children while their parents are in some kinda group therapy stuff so they can work things out to stay with each other or something like that.

I also got a new boyfriend Chris <3 hes awesome. Nothing bad happened with Haley and I but after knowing each other most of our lives it was best we just were friends so we didnt ruin anything between our friendship and Chris is actually his best friend and Haley thinks its awesome that I am with Chris. We've been together 2 weeks today =]

I survived my first semester of college! Passed my english exit exam so I dont have to take remedial in there I can move on to college english! I am still in remedial math but the second part of it! I am taking bowling, math, english, and photography next semester its gonna be so fun! I am excited!

I have the most awesome dog who poses for me when I want to do a photoshoot! Totally awesome! Heres some pictures!