Today I Think God for...

The sweetest boy ever, Haley Rainwater. I don't know what brought us back together and its amazing because we have become closer than ever since we were reunited last Thursday September 17. We've known each other since kindergarten and when I moved to private school in second grade it was the last time we saw each other or even spoke until he accidentally stumbled upon me on myspace and remembered me! I thought I would never get to see him ever again but I did! He is the sweetest guy ever! He is so respectful, and I honestly don't see much respect in a lot of guys. There are very few guys like him and they are not easy to find. I love spending time with him and I can't wait to see him tonight, he's making me a wonderful chicken and dumpling dinner and I can't wait!

I miss...

these wonderful people. I borrowed this from her blog, but indeed I miss them a lot!

I'm Tired

I am tired emotionally and physically. I'm tired of people who say that they are my friends and only blame me for stuff, I'm tired of being used, I'm tired of trying to work things out with friends then just always ending up back where I started, I am tired of doing so much for people and not even simply getting a thank you out of it, and in conclusion - im tired in general.

Adoption...

I got to hold a Chinese baby today at church who was adopted and I really would like to adopt from china and give a baby a home and a good mommy! I cant wait until I can do this. Its a major goal I have made in my life as of today, and after hearing the story behind this baby!

its been awhile...

its been awhile since my last post - alot has happened both good and bad, but hey its life. I regret I make wrong choices I've taken the wrong paths I do a lot wrong but if I didn't regret I wouldn't learn if I wouldn't have made those wrong choices I wouldn't be who I am today if I didn't take wrong paths I wouldn't be on the one I am now. I've learned from my mistakes, and I can't just focus on the negative parts of life because they just bring you down. So instead I focus on the positive parts. It's much better in the long run...

School has been great. I am at ASU and I love it - I've met a lot of new people I've gone on a few dates with a guy named Max. But we are just going to stay friends - I dont think a relationship would work out with us... Anyways school keeps me busy with the homework and stuff its pretty intense but honestly i love it.

I went on my first call a few weeks ago - it was a MVA (motor vehicle accident) two girls attending ASU flipped their car right outside of town by grape creek but walked out without a scratch on them! Praise God!! Then a few days later on a Monday I went on my first fire call. it was so fun! They put me out in the fire on the hose. I honestly love being a fire fighter its so fun and I love the intense work. The fire started as a control burn then when they thought it was out it really wasnt and caught alot of old wood and stuff on fire and yea it was pretty bad but everyone is ok. I actually new the lady who owned the land. She was one of my senior teachers. How crazy is that?? She got to see me in action! haha...

hmmm...well i dyed my hair again Mahogany I like it, just wish it would get longer already lol... I also started chapter one at church and i like it so far, i just miss being apart of the youth and active in it. but it was my time to go and so i went, its very hard and i do miss it, but it was time...oh and i finally got my bed - love it!! I went with the bedding i posted on here. its so cute! haha ok well i think thats it for my updated post! untill next time enjoy :)

Time to GROW UP!

Yep its time for me to grow up and get rid of all the kiddish stuff in my room...Thats what I did today not to mention emptying 92 hangers I never knew I had THAT many pieces of clothes... I got rid of a ton of stuff in my room and it looks a bit bare now but I love it! I am ordering me a new bed Tuesday from Ashley Furniture I cant wait!!

This is my bed minus the two outer pillars (those will come soon tho)



and Im thinking this bedding set!

Be careful of what you wish for!

It has been cloudy and stuff today and I wished it would storm badly...well I was just getting in the shower when I heard my phone go off, and it was a text from dispatch for a grass fire. I was like sweet I can start responding and so I rushed out of the shower and threw clothes on and rushed outta the house and on my way I was... Well I never found the spot of where this fire was so keep in mind its storming...and I was on this dark road and then all I see is white, everything in the car went off and then I hear the loudest clap of thunder I have ever heard. Lighting had struck right beside my dads car, and then once I could see again I had a dear run out in front of me and I almost hit it. I am so glad that the Lord had his hand over me!